So many thoughts. So many flawed ways of thinking. I just don't know what to do with myself.

I hate job hunting. I always feel inadequate. And it doesn't help that I still, even at 25, don't know what it is that I really want to do, or what it is that I am really and truly passionate about. So many things, so many interests... But what is the one thing I'm ready and willing to commit myself to? I just don't know yet.

I am going to make a list (like so many before) of things I'd like to accomplish in my life. Like to learn to play the guitar, the piano, and the cello; be an artist, using whatever I can get my hands on, to create mixed-media masterpieces, even if they are only ever seen by me; get out of debt; travel. I will be a woman who is comfortable with herself, and confident in who she is [becoming].